Reflections: The World Just Got a Wee Bit Smaller!

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It was just another pile of mail, but it included exciting news.  CFCA sent  us sponsorship packets for Eri and Berdimon!  This filled my heart with joy!

Alex, Jimmy and Eri had jabbered away for hours on our trip to Mazatenango.  They happened to see each other at the Hentzen arrival and Eri passed the sweetest note to Alex.  Alex really wants to see Eri when we return to Guatemala three years from now.  So his wish has been granted.  We will be back for a reunion with Eri in 2014!

Josefina was the “SuperMom” who was so involved in the same day at Mazatenango.

Super Mom Josefina

She welcomed us to her house, which she shares with her sister, mother, and their children.  Berdimon is her sister’s son.  I felt a real call to help that family, and am so grateful that they will have the support of two “benefits” for the years ahead.

We got beautiful letters from each of these families.  I look forward to writing them back – and visiting in 3 years.  But in the meantime I know that the CFCA family is caring for these two families – as well as so many others.

So my heart is happy!

Refections: After 36 hours of Hope

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Kids are just kids. No matter their economic or social circumstances or the country they live in. This is certainly not an original thought, but one of the lessons I have relearned this summer.

I have been blessed to counsel at Hope Camp this week. This camp serves the underprivileged of Nashville. We have played games, swam, explored the creek, worshipped and prayed. Most important, we have laughed and talked. These kids remind me most of my very privileged teenage children.

Most of the counselors are considerably younger – 16 thru maybe 25. They are remarkably good with these kids, consistently kind, patient and loving. It is a blessing to watch them serve – a glimpse of Jesus and the little children.

This morning, the heat has broken a bit. Here’s to closing out camp with something less that. 95 degrees with 100% humidity! (certainly not a theological reflection, but from the heart!)

Reflections: How Much Space Do We Need

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This piece of art on the wall at the Room at the Inn headquarters touched my heart this week. Each leaf has a name – a Nashville homeless person who has passed away. So many leaves. But what truly touched my heart was when Wendy Smotherman explained that the tree gives hope to their participants because it reassures them their life will be remembered.

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Room at the Inn works hard to show the homeless they are valued and remembered. Isn’t that what we should do every day with everyone we meet! It’s so easy to pass people by without thinking. And we are taught to believe that we need our ‘space’. But what is the cost of that ‘space’?

So I leave you with a quote from psychologist June Singer: “The space between us, is it a space that separates us or a space that unites us?”

Reflections: Live Slow Enough

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I’ve been back home just over a week now, and normal life creeps in with its own force…  Can I remember to eat simply, as the Mayans do?  Can I remember the value of money – and how much hope that can provide in Guatemala?  Can I remember to savor every moment and every encounter with another human being?

Today’s devotional reading focused on slowing down to actually be part of life!  The crux is captured in this quote from Mark Nepo’s The Book of Awakening (which I heartily recommend):

“…. simply slow your thoughts to the pace of cracks widening, slow your heart to the pace of the earth soaking up rain, and wait for the freshness of the beginning to greet you….”

While that may feel very Zen, it spoke to my soul.  This “sabbatical summer” has taught me the value of the tiny moments in life.  I find great joy from watching the hummingbird approach the feeder.  I love being in the garden in the morning or late afternoon – to see the finches battle over their feeder or to the tomatoes beginning to ripen.  And the chance to spend quiet, little moments with Steve, Kasey and Alex.

That is the way I approached Guatemala – by accident.  We were blessed with 3 great guides from CFCA who managed all the details.  And the country around me was so foreign that I could give up my “need to be in charge”.  So I didn’t worry about our schedule.  Instead I relaxed and opened myself to the experience.    I reached out in love.  I tried to speak my fractured Spanish, but truly communicated best with a smile.  I remember intentionally trying to look in the eyes of the people I met to connect as deeply as I could in a brief moment.

In doing so, I found myself in a very thin place.  In the Celtic tradition, thin places are where the boundary between heaven and earth is very thin.  As a very intuitive person, that feels like a deep feeling of the presence of the Holy Spirit.  As I was surrounded by those lovely Guatemalans, I deeply felt the presence of God in this place.

Now, back home, it’s so easy to get caught up in the pressures of life… My morning had not started auspiciously, but rather with the tedium of cleaning up after a dog and a coffeemaker that decided to overflow.  But the reminder to “live slow enough” was just what I needed to turn my day back around so I could focus on the small moments of grace.

And welcome rain has just come – needed rain.  So now I must “slow my heart to the pace of the earth soaking up the rain.”

A picture is worth a thousand words… so 5,000 pictures are worth countless words

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How could I forget the pictures??  Jim and Emmie didn’t… they had pictures scattered all around the Gathering Space this morning and it was great to share our stories with the greater Woodmont family!  We walked to Clay about a Wednesday night to tell our stories and show our pictures.  And he liked the idea of having some of the youth do the offering at worship… details TBD.

In the meantime, if you need more pictures, check out Jim’s Smugmug site.   I have also enjoyed (and downloaded pictures for this blog) from Nicky and Natalie’s facebook albums. If you have pictures posted somewhere, please add a link as a comment here, so we can all enjoy!

Editor note:  I figured out that the FIRST time you make a comment, it goes to me to moderate.  That protects us from spam… once I have approved you once, you can add comments whenever you want…   just a bit of protection – but don’t be dismayed if your initial comment(s) don’t show up immediately!

June 28: Smiles, hugs and tears as we leave our new found friends

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We left our hotel at 7:15, after loading our luggage onto the van.  We walked a couple of blocks to the project.  We were greeted by balloons and beautiful decorations.  The CFCA staff was at the entrance.  The tables were surrounded by scholarship students (high school aged) who had left room for our kids to sit with them.  I went over to greet two small ninos – and immediately a staff members asked if I was Katie.  (The day before we had asked for several more children to sponsor, and without realizing it I was talking to one of them).  We sat down at the tables.  After greetings and a beautiful prayer service led by the scholarship students (some of which had to be up really early that morning because they traveled a couple of hours), Katie was called up front to meet Angel, her sponsored boy.

Katie and Angel, her sponsored child. Photo by Jim.

Lee greets his sponsored child. Photo by Natalie.

(Angel has significant medical issues – Katie had requested a special needs sponsored child).  In quick succession Lee met an adorable girl, Kasey and Natalie met Cindy (dressed in a strawberry shortcake jacket) and Alex met Manuel (five years old and a soccer player!).  My eyes filled with tears and my heart swelled.

Manuel and Alex share breakfast. Photo by Natalie.

It was such a joy to watch my kids rise to this occasion, which was so uncomfortable just a few days before when we met our sponsored children at the CFCA center.  And it was a joy to know these kids would be well cared for by the CFCA family.  In a few short days I have grown to have great trust in both their hearts and the amazing job they do in caring for families that are almost forgotten.

The newly sponsored families joined us for breakfast and I wedged my self between Manuel/Alex and Cindy/Kasey/Natalie (even summoning up the courage to ask the armed “Department of Tourism” to move over one seat!). What a roller coaster it must have been for the families that have found they have new sponsors in the past 24 hours!  Excellent translators filled in the gaps, but all the kids did remarkable jobs communicating with their sponsored children!  Alex has come a long way with 2 years of Spanish in the past 7 days!

Cindy loves pink! She is Kasey and Natalie's new sponsored child. Photo by Jim.

After breakfast, the staff quickly broke down the tables so we could use the same space to talk.  We created a circle of chairs.  Several scholarship kids spoke of what CFCA has meant to them.  Then, slowly, a discussion emerged on a range of topics from what they are studying in school to what they like to do on vacation.

Then the music came on  and dancing broke out.

Amanda and friend dancing. Photo by Natalie.

The kids seemed to enjoy each other.

Katie and I pulled out bags of toys we had toted all week.  Katie had silly bands and pencils for the scholarship kids and I had small toys (frisbees, bubbles, jump ropes) for the younger newly sponsored children.

Fun breaks out.. notice how Taylor looks over the Mayans! Photo by Natalie.

Then came time for good byes.  Chico thanked the staff for a wonderful morning.  Then he asked Jim to speak.  Jim spoke of the lessons he learned, and his gratitude that our youth learned them at such an early age.  He introduced “Take a Little With You”, the song we sing every Youth Sunday to send off our Seniors.  This song, written by Thom Schuyler, felt very appropriate in this situation as well.  Our moist eyes turned to tears as we shared that song  – we got through it but barely!  After Brenda translated it, I asked for the floor.

... and his heart grew three sizes that day.....

I introduced the story of the Grinch who Stole Christmas.  When I paused for translation, Kasey asked “where are you going with that?”… When I concluded that my heart had grown three sizes in Guatemala, just like the Grinch, Russell gave me a huge smile and put his arm around me.  At least to our group, my point was made.  The people of Guatemala have shown me a magnificent, unquestioning love that I did nothing to deserve but “show up.”  For me, they have been the truest reflection of Christ’s love that I have seen.

After tearful farewells, we said good bye to the beautiful people we shared the week with.  They left indelible impressions on our hears and minds.  Now it is ours to figure out how we reflect that love to the world around us.

God is with us always….

As I write this, we are in final descent to U.S. soil.  The hardest part begins.  How do I live up to this example I have been shown by these humble people?

Lord, show me the way!

June 27: Exploring the “touristy” side in historic Antigua

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How do you thank the man who had the vision to start this all? Photo by Jim.

The kitchen was closed that morning, a well deserved break after feeding 200.  But that meant that not even coffee was ready!  But as we loaded our luggage near the bug, Bob and Jacob Hentzen were waiting to say good bye.  Bob is friendly, humble and kind.  He appears somewhat uncomfortable with the “hoopla”, but his eye light up when he speaks with or hugs the children.  I thanked him for getting up early to greet us.  But he has been walking from 4 a.m. to 4 p.m. (or later) for 1 1/2 years, so he graciously said it was late for him.  He left us to walk down the hill to mass.

Without benefit of coffee, we loaded onto the bus.  It was hard to say goodbye to the center that was our home for the week.  As we crossed San Lucas, there were many signs of last night’s parade.  Though we say clean up crews out already, there were still many bedraggled flowers and signs on the roadside.

About an hour later, we arrived at a lovely roadside restaurant, with sort of a Swiss chalet look.  when we sat down, we were handed menus for the first time!  We struggled a bit, since this was a skill we hadn’t developed yet – thought we had gotten pretty good at brief conversations with adorable children – but everyone seemed happy with what we ordered.  While the prices seemed high because the quetzal is worth about 7 cents, the breakfast was about $7 each (and paid for by CFCA).

We headed on towards Antigua.

Kasey and Natalie at the museum. Photo from Natalie's camera!

We stopped a little ways outside of town and visited a coffee and music museum.  The exhibits were interesting, particularly as a woman demonstrated ancient Mayan musical instruments.  We sampled the coffee and had the first chance to shop in real stores!

After the final drive into Antigua, we let everyone “loose” in the city center four four hours, with cautions to stay in groups.  This was the first true freedom for the kids.

Historic church on the main square in Antiqua. Photo by Natalie.

Antigua is a beautiful historic town — and a bit touristy.    The square is lined with a great cathedral and many shops and restaurants.  I had fallen in love with Quatemalan textiles over the past week and it was hard to chose which would go home with me.  I had already purchased scarves and an embroidered piece in San Antonio, so I added an embroidered Mayan calendar and an embroidered blouse to my bag.  I bought a bright necklace for my mother and was disappointed when I realized that it would be hard for her to put on and take off due to the clasp.  I was tempted to buy a shirt for Steve, but fearful it would not be as charming for him.  The arcades of Guatemalan merchandise were dense with sales people (and short on shoppers).  ”I give you a good price” (spoken in English) was the most common sentence spoken.  My negotiating skills improved as I paid half the asking price for the Mayan calendar!

Jim, Emmie, Katie and I had been together when we ran into Gloria, Joy, Amanda and Millie.  We sat down for lunch and enjoyed the first glass on wine in a week (25 quetzals – about $2.50).  We tried to order a second round, but they only had one more glass, so we shared it.

Emmie in Antigua. Photo by Natalie.

Katie and I shopped a bit more.  I loved the market baskets the natives use and finally found a booth of them in an open air market.  what a deal at 40 quetzals or about $6 (and I couldn’t bring myself to negotiate with that sweet elderly woman to save one or two dollars!)  Katie found a beautiful gift for her parents.

Manuel, Brenda and Chico were always waiting patiently for us. Photo by Natalie.

We rejoined the group about 5:30 that afternoon.  Everyone seemed happy – and a bit grateful to have split up for awhile!  Chico suggested dinner at McDonald’s and the kids were thrilled.  Kasey asked for more quetzals and went down the street to buy a striped jacket  - that style was very popular with our kids.

Alex and Natalie sporting their striped jackets. Photo from Natalie's camera.

(Katie laughed because it’s the same they that was popular when she was in junior high!)  Alex spent his last quetzals on a “has to be fake because it’s so cheap” soccer jersey at the open air market.

We piled onto the bus again and headed to a hotel.  We knew it was small (we would be the only guests) and 2 blocks from the project we would visit the next morning.  It was unlike any hotel I have stayed in.  Two buildings with a courtyard in between.  The girls were in one building; the boys in another.  Most of the girls (except Joy and Gloria) were on the second floor at the top of a narrow staircase.  One room had 5 beds, one had 3, one had a double.  With a couch in the center and 3 bnaths it could have been nice, but the smell of mold was prevalent.  With some broken windows to let the bugs in it was rustic at best, but it was home for the next 12 hours (and much nicer than the guest house that Katie stayed in for the Haitian trip!)

We all met in a small area near the boys’ rooms.  I asked everyone to share their trip highlight reel (ESPN style).  It was great to hear the stories.  Each had a meaningful story to share.  The stories created a colorful picture of love – and every significant part of our trip got mentioned by someone as a favorite!

Then we split up to write notes to Brenda, Manuel and Chico  - who had been such wonderful hosts for the week.  The girls retreated to our “suite”.  We laughed and shared stories as we wrote our notes (and tried to protect the notes from the drops of condensation that fell from the ceiling!)  Nicky created fun “folders” for the notes from construction paper that Milly had brought along.

We settled into our somewhat damp rooms for the night.  Again, I was grateful for the ear plugs that Jim had brought along (from The Bridge supply!).  There were fewer animal noises but they were replaced by city noises.  Those ear plugs made all the difference in getting me the sleep I needed that week!

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